sorry people for not updating my blog often. anyway, i'm keeping 2 blogs at the moment. this one and the moblog one. most of the time i'll probably be updating the moblog one but of course i won't be neglecting this one either. ok, enough said. there's a link to my moblog at the bottom right. =)
sorry, i've deleted the song in my blog too. it's getting a little too old already. haha. meanwhile, i'll just leave it the way it is right now since i've got not much time to do this at the moment.
sigh. school is BAD. i'm going to fail all my 5 modules this term, which is highly possible. why is that so? because its a crime to be QUIET in class. damn. i got a C for my communications module. what the hell! just because I didn't ask any questions and keep quiet most of the time doesn't mean I don't know my work! I'm pissed. Anyway, I'm quite sure I will be getting mostly C's and below for all the modules.
Oh, and what we learnt today? somemore crap modules. computing and mathematical methods. though i initially thought it was going to be quite fun, it turned out to be a big KILLER. how can they expect the students to learn computer codes and languages by themselves? even when we encounter problems and seek help from the "highly educated" facilitators, all they can tell us is to "explore the web yourself, use try and error methods, if cannot then re-try again and don't forget to read the instructions". oh! and we are so smart because we are suppose to know the commands ourselves? -.- urghz. who would be that smart to think of commands like "Label1.BackColor = Color.Blue". I'm just wondering where did all these facilitators come from. They are not supposed to tell us anything, so does that make us teachers to ourselves? If that is the case, why can't we just do our research and solve our problems at home instead of travelling so freaking far just to finish 1 stupid problem and do everything ourselves.
well, in the end many cheated. yes, there are still some computer experts around who managed to figure out those commands with probably help from online tutorials and their friends from other class who have done that problem. thats probably how we ended up with simple and short solutions. it was total crap, can't imagine whats going to be next. anyway, i CAN'T WAIT FOR WEEKENDS. i hate school. urghhh!
oh. enough of those. went to orchard with xueshuang and sze rui because sze rui wants to get a pair of shoes from far east plaza. so as we were walking along tangs, heading for far east plaza, guess who we saw? lol. the famous street eyebrow plucker. AWWWW. he was asking my friends if we were local and i think i heard him saying something like "famous street eyebrow plucker". hahaha. if i'm not wrong its the guy who went to the SI auditions in underwear, the stripper! lol. recognise him probably cause i've ever read his site some time ago. super crazy. he looks so gay. haha.
ok. after orchard, i left for yck while the rest headed back east. i was freaking early for dl. lols. anyway, went to check the allocation as usual. then headed to sit outside the main office to wait for time to pass. meanwhile, many instructors walked past. was kind of SHOCKED to see that guy there. siao lo. i see him i sian liao, cause there was this strong feeling that he's going to teach me today, which was so damn true. when it was around time for lesson, i was waiting patiently in the car, then there he came. really very sian lah. 4 times already. say want to complain till now still never. aiya, i think no need liao lo. afterall i going to finish soon le. now 29/33 le. another 4 more subjects to complete then can go test liao. hais. then also got scolded freaking many times lah. who call me so "lucky" today. anyway, now i know why parallel parking is among the last subjects before the reviews, cause its FREAKING TOUGH. so many things to check and have to forward reverse forward reverse forward so many times. urghh. nevermind, thats enough.
i'm so NOT looking forward to school tmr. sighz. this route doesn't have a U-turn, which means there's no turning back. REGRETS. anyway, i think i've had enough of complaints for today. that should be all. ciaoz!
-jasminn.
IT? it's all crap. everything that uses IT is crap. yes. those who applied for JAE this year would probably know that the JAE system was CRAP at the beginning. yes. system jams and students unable to login. ARGH. whatever. those days were over.
well, it's still not over for me. being posted to a "retarded" school which uses entire IT technology. i'm not stuck with HOMEWORK. why? because the system is stuck. i can't even login. even when i do, i can't even access the pages which i'm required to complete. the evaluation which i'm supposed to do is not even there. omg omg.
i'm sleepy.
hmm. i'm now blogging in school. it's lunch break la. anyway, came for the computer course only lo. boredd. don't quite understand. like so many things need to know de leh. hais. then also nothing to do. yawnz.
oh, my class timetable is out le. just checked it from the LEO thingy. siann leh. i know NO ONE from my class de. non of the few PRCSIANS are in my class lo. even my new friend also not same class. sighh.
hais. kind of boring. not many people online in msn. lol. i need a mouse la. if not very hard to navigate leh. very slow ahh. jialat. lol.
hmm. i also need to find job soon le. my allowance drying up le. haha. yawnz. lol. maybe next weekend going to find le. still so busy. aiya, don't want to waste time mah. lol.
ok la, really got nothing to blog le. ciaoz!
-jasminn.
sigh. had FOP today. it wasn't really good though. didn't enjoy it. met a new friend "Chai Lian", a very nice girl. =) talked to her abit at the end of the day lo, she also don't like the teaching styles here. sigh. crap leh. PBL. no teachers to teach. no exams to grade you for. only some crap presentations and self/peer grading + facilitator grading and also some understanding tests that last for 30minutes? oh god. i am so dead. HOW!? jialat la.
my ideal learning style is so opposite of what i will be going through for the next 3 years. yes. regrets is the only word i can ever think of right now. i'd rather have exams, have a more normal lesson style. probably like lecture style. but this PBL thing is really crazy lah. URGHZ.
there's another day of orientation for SAS students tmr. I AM NOT GOING. I'd rather go for my dl, even if i have to meet that crazy idiotic instructor. -.- well, at least the time spent is so much less! whatever.
sigh. there's no turning point already. the only thing i can do now is to suffer. yes. starting from monday, 18 april 2005. ='( hmm. well, a month ago when i was choosing courses, i wanted to put SP as my first choice. even if i did, i would still end up here at republic. why? cause the damn COP is 9. so so so crazy. 9 pts for L1r4 going into poly. how amazing. anyway, i can't be bothered.
OH, one more thing. all republicans have a common 1st year. that also means that i will be in the same class as students from the school of IT, school of technology & arts, school of engineering. WHATEVER. then why did i even have to study so hard to get into DBMS?! URGH. might as well say that the actual COP is 26 since thats the highest. ahhhhh. whatever.
.. damnit!
忘了爱
歌手: Toro 专辑: 雪天使电视原声带
街道我徘徊
灯亮起来
冰冷冷的雾气风吹不散
看著你离开心有点乱
该热闹的时候你却不在
一个人能说出怎么样的对白
空房间只剩我的无奈
花谢了花又开
你却不在回来
静静的试着忘了爱
等著你醒来天有些暗
站在这一直为了你回来
你却不再回来静静的试著忘了爱
这么冷的冬天
我走在一个人的街上
天空飘下了雪
而我想起了你
就在这个时候眼泪流下来
I PASSSSSED MY FINAL THEORY!!!
wheeeeeeeeee. ok. i know i'm crazy. but i can't help it! don't blame me. hahahahaha.
anyway, went to see SLY today! hahaha. well, say until that ar, damn happy lor. initially we didn't know about that buying the album at the autograph session location would be cheaper and it also comes with a POSTER. but after knowing it, damnit. was kind of pissed off la. then we tried all kind of ways to get the poster. yup. from calling friends and asking them if they want to buy the album and get it signed to asking people to sell it to us to asking the people who're selling the album to give us the poster. but still didn't get. after standing there for so long, hoping to tear away the 2 posters pasted on the railings, some BYTCHES came and tore it away, without even asking. DAmn pissed i tell you. anyway, lucky us for being so persistent. we went to ask one of the guys who wore the POPULAR t-shirt. then he whispered to ber, telling her to meet him at JE's popular later, then he try to give it to us. yup. he was really nice la. haha. so we went to settle lunch at LJS and left for JE mrt stn to look for him for the postersss! hehe. was still so afraid that he was just trying to chase us away then say that de lor. but, in the end we still got our posterrss! very happy lor. haha. then we also got one for ee lin. hehe.
well, was a fun day afterall. hehe. happy me! =X but afterwards, have to do music theory hw. yawnz. lol. i want to watch snow angel & hikaru! o.O lol. ok. ciaoz!
-jasminn.
hahaha. my first time. yup. doing what? lol. i guess im lame, whatever. keke. well, today's my 1st time going to a gym! haha. went to the one at tampines sports hall with doll and michelle. =P tiring sia! aiyo. me and michelle ran on the treadmill for about 12mins only we give up liao. but doll ran the whole 20 minutes. hehe. got good stamina worr! =X anyway, now i got a strong feeling i'll be having body ache tmr. lol. jialat lah. haha. nevamind la, got exercise good enough. lol! hehe.
hurr hurr. i won't be blogging on today's dl. the instructor SUX. hate him to the core lah. damnit. he keep scolding me. i beg the damn computer system to NOT have him for my upcoming lessons ah. sian already. 3 times in different cars. so hard to predict. thought always 1 instructor take care of 1 car de lor. hais. whatever
anyway, thanks to doll also. hehe. she sent me a nice song that i've been addicted to. lol. guang liang - tong hua. hehe. i know i very slow, but who cares. lol.
having mood swings these few days, so don't provoke me. =)
[does everything that happen always turn out to be the opposite of what you want it to? =( sigh]
ok, i'm stopping here for now. i'm off to watch tele! ciao.
-jasminn.
life's still the same. well, today completed subject 18 and did abit on subject 19. stopping and moving off from slope. aiyo. jialat. =/ difficult lah. sigh. well, still wondering if i passed my ftt. hais, ok. nevamind.
met xs at tamp today. met up for lunch and to walk walk also la. since nothing to do. haha. well, had pastamania for lunch. then xs went to mj to get her simple plan cd. haha. after walking for awhile, we went to ts to look at vids. then i ended up buying the whole set of hikaru vid. arghh. very ex. lo. about 3 boxes, 70+ episodes. cost about $90. =( spent so much la. hais.
after getting those vids, we left for cityhall. wanted to go there walk and see see de. but raining. so walked suntec for awhile and wanted to cross over to marina square, but it rained so heavily that the walkway was flooded. sigh. so we ended up walking back lo. then went to 7-11 to get a drink & mashed potato. haha. then sit at the window there and talk talk. lols. was almost 5 then we went back. but after reaching PR interchange, again, we sit there and talk. haha =/ ended up reaching home at 6.30 la. not that late anyway. lols. ok la.
hmphz. what happened to the SPI moblog? =S suddenly im not a member of the group. =( sigh. trying to rejoin again? well, don't know what went wrong. hais..
well, i'll just stop here for now. time for tele! ^^ ciao!
-jasminn.
aww. woke up early as usual. took my ftt today. well, i don't hope for a pass. what i studied and banged on(because those are the things i always forgot), didn't come out at all. all the weird qns that i've never seen during those days when i did the trial test and practice sessions. damn. what is it suppose to mean! urghh. anyway, its still the paper-based test, which means that i'll have to wait for at least a week before i'll know the results. now, just hope that tmr's dl won't be instrutor from car 60 or he better forget that i took my ftt today! or else, i'll be so dead. -.-
sigh. ok. it rained so freaking heavily today, and i hope it won't rain that heavily tmr. why is yck always raining so heavily? seems weird to me. haha. cause whenever i take a train or bus to other places, there will be no rain. lol. ok, enough crap. haha.
well, paid my 1st semester school fees already, and went to the school today. aiyo. the place is so quiet, deserted and old. haha. alot of hills and a long stretch of staircase to climb, also not forgetting it was raining too. was all wet la. lol. well, went there with xueshuang la. who ask us to be in the same school? lol. yayy. me and my dearie. hahaha! crap. ok. went there to submit the application forms and whatever else because the actual deadline was supposed to be 5th(thats tmr) but they actually changed it to the 8th. maybe too many people haven't sent in theirs too? haha. also, we went to the 3rd level to see the notebook roadshow, since it was a MUST for all students to get one. so, since i had to pay it myself, i chose to get the cheaper one la. haha. anyway, for school use de. so i got the acer one instead of the fujitsu one. haha. not v cheap also lah. $1600+ including the upgrade for speed + space. the fujitsu one, haven't include upgrade is about $1700 liao. so, yup. haha.
aiyo, i don't know if i'll regret even choosing that school. the cop is still the same. i guess i should've got in to the same course in another school should i have put the other schools first. sighh. =( want to cry liao. hais. wonder if xs feels the same way too? =/ well, will have to go back there tmr to get the notebook, cause according to them, they have to customise some student login id things and pw all that.
hmmm. school is starting. but after today's visit, i don't feel like going back to that place. sigh. don't know if im playing with my future, but there's nothing i can change anymore. school fees paid, notebook also bought already. yawnz. ok la. shall stay there and struggle for 3 years. -.= bless me. haha.
oh, i realised i'm always using the word "ciao" when i end off. hmm. it actually means "bye" in italian. haha! i used it for so long without realising the actual meaning until ytd when i actually went to the library to flip some language books. haha! interesting!! ok la, shall end here. =) ciao!
-jasminn.
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